“Life Inside the Music Box Ain’t Easy.”

Recently, I heard the song “Music Box” by Regina Spektor. The first few lines of the song say, “Life inside the music box ain’t easy. The mallets hit, the gears are always turning. And everyone inside the mechanism is yearning to get out”.

I thought about how those lines describe my life, and the life of so many undocumented young people across the United States. When I was eight years old, I was brought to the United States on a tourist visa. After the visa expired, I remained in the United States. Unknowing to me, I had become an undocumented immigrant. I have spent the past sixteen years of my life living undocumented in the United States.

Being undocumented has many implications. I have never been able to work legally, or get a driver’s license. Since arriving as a child, I have never left the country. When I graduated from high school I did not qualify for federal financial aid of any form. In a sense, I feel like I’ve lived inside a beautiful music box, knowing fully well that I have the potential to create beautiful music…I’ve just never had a way to lift the top off.

I experienced the most devastating consequence of being undocumented on the afternoon of January 21, 2009: the possibility of deportation. I close my eyes and can still feel my hands gripping the steering wheel as I observed, through the rearview mirror, the police officer step out of his vehicle. I can still smell the aroma of my soup and sandwich lunch permeating through my car. I can still taste the dryness in my mouth. I can still hear the song that was playing on the radio.

On that fateful day, I was pulled over for allegedly rolling through a stop sign. When the officer asked why I, who looked like I had been eligible for several years to apply for a license (I’m 23 years old), didn’t have one, I told him the truth. I told him about being undocumented. He responded by informing me that I was under arrest and would soon be transferred to the Department of Homeland Security, under the custody of Immigrations and Customs Enforcement, or ICE.

No one had ever even hinted to me that they might have thought I was undocumented. As a matter of fact, everyone who found out about my status after my arrest was genuinely surprised. At the same time, they were able to understand why, after graduating valedictorian of my high school at age 16 and obtaining a double major with Honors from St. Mary’s University at the age of 20, I worked as a secretary. I have never been able to get a real job, though I have always been able to, just like any other American, pay into the tax system as an independent contractor using an Individual Taxpayer Identification Number.

There is a subgroup of undocumented immigrants, all across the United States, who, like me, have grown up American in every sense of the word, and have thrived academically, athletically, in community service and through so many other means.

This subgroup of immigrants has come to be known as the DREAMers, in reference to the DREAM, or Development, Relief and Education for Alien Minors, Act. This bill was first introduced in Congress in 2003. Since its first introduction, it has failed to be voted into law a total of three times. The DREAM Act would allow young people, who were brought to the United States before they turned 16, have lived in the States for at least 5 years and have graduated from High School, to obtain a conditional permanent residency. This conditional residency would grant them two years to either attend college or enlist in the military. Once the latter requirements are fulfilled, the DREAMers would be allowed to receive a permanent residency card.

Why is the DREAM Act necessary? Most people don’t realize that immigrating to the United States, for most people, is extremely difficult. If you don’t have an immediate relative (father, mother, husband, child over 21 years old, brother or sister) who is an American citizen, and you can’t prove that you are internationally famous, or from a country where your life is immediately threatened, your options for immigrating are next to non-existent. I myself have never had the opportunity to immigrate. There is simply no form, no application process, for which I qualify. I consulted various legal professionals on several occasions. They all told me the same thing: I’m sorry, but there is nothing you can do, as of now, to adjust your status.

Opponents contend that the DREAM Act gives undocumented students an advantage over “American” students. The reality is, however, that the DREAM Act only allows for undocumented students to have an equal, not greater, opportunity to attend college and become productive citizens. Furthermore, I submit to you that what makes a person American is not where they were born, but where their heart and loyalty is. Were it not for a nine digit number, I would be just as American as any person born on American soil.

What choice did I have as an 8 year old in coming to the United States? When I turned 18, as an adult, could I feasibly have abandoned my home for a foreign land? I know no one in Mexico. I have no home there. And had I left, I would have been unable to, for an indefinite period of time, visit my family and friends. Ironically, my best shot at immigrating was remaining in the country and waiting for a change in the law.

While devastating, my experience has given me the freedom to do something I could never have done before: put a face on what would otherwise be just several pages of legislation, be a voice for so many young people across the nation who are not at fault for their legal status.

Regina Spektor’s song goes on to say, “[Everyone is yearning to] sing another melody completely, so different from the one they’re always singing. And everyone inside the mechanism is yearning to get out”. The DREAM Act is the key to open up the music box. It’s a music box unlike any other. More than just music, it’s filled with potential and opportunity. It’s filled with people willing to become educated and help fill the deficit in social security because of baby boomer retirees. It’s filled with future nurses who can meet the demand of hospitals and healthcare facilities. It’s filled with teachers, doctors, lawyers…all who love America and want only to become productive citizens. Everyone inside the mechanism is yearning to get out.

Resources for Action:

Ten Things You Can Do for the DREAM Act!

Find Your Elected Official and Send an Email of Support for the DREAM Act via Congress.org.

Learn more about the DREAM Act and Comprehensive Immigration Reform at MATT.org.



For the People: The Symptom and the Sickness.

Off the northeast coast of Africa, pirates are disrupting the commerce of the seas and demanding ransoms from corporations for the safe return of men, cargo, and ships. On the southern border of the United States, there is a quiet war being waged amongst Mexican drug cartels and against the governments of two nations, while the body count for all is climbing faster upwards. President Barack Obama has made statements in recent days pledging to help bring both of these concerns to an end.

Upon initial assessment, it is easy to see the good in standing against these scourges. We’re talking, in both cases, about innocent lives being put in danger because of illegal activity. But let’s go against the grain of the mainstream media, and fight against the listen-without-thinking-or-analyzing-or-questioning tendency of our national ignorance to dig a little deeper. Come on – I’ll hold your hand if you need me to.

Guys in boats with machine guns who take hostages are bad. That’s pretty black and white. Let me remind you, though, that our world is not. We make cartoon villains out of every enemy we’ve ever had so that the government can sell us Cliff’s Notes on The Truth. The men who have become the faceless public enemy of the moment did not wake up one day and decide to become super-villains of the seas. The people of Somalia have endured over a decade of political and economic collapse that make present-day hardships in our country look like a vain inconvenience. Their economy didn’t recess, it practically vanished, and so did their government. As substitutes, they received first-class poverty and warring factions of self-interested opportunists.

Johann Jari, reporting for the San Francisco Bay Review in February, found that the “pirates” are not the bad guys in their own estimation. In fact, they feel just the opposite. They call themselves the Volunteer Coast Guard of Somalia. What exactly are they guarding against? Foreign criminals that have taken advantage of Somalia’s volatile political situation. Corporations that rob Somalian waters of seafood that they once would have had to buy, and dump waste – nuclear waste – into the waters off the Somalian coast free of cost or consequence. Those guys in boats with machine guns who take hostages are doing it to stop the environmental abuses poisoning their people, and to collect money in lieu of the cash that would have been legally and fairly traded if the pirates had been able to remain fishermen.

Now, what if those young men in Somalia struggling with poverty and witnessing the poisoning of their families had another way to rise above their circumstances? What if they could farm, with little investment necessary at the beginning, and turn their crops into profit? Wouldn’t that be preferable to piracy? Well, that is the choice made by some Mexicans who have found that they can break the perpetual poverty their families have experienced for several generations. They grow drugs, or buy them from growers, at very low prices. They can then sell the cultivated and prepared drugs to American users at remarkable profit. It seems to me that they have sat outside our nation and looked through the window at capitalism, and learned it well. The men who make up the drug cartels did not go into that work because of a desire to peddle poison, or a lust for blood. They did it to make more money than they could have ever hoped to do otherwise.

I’m not naive enough to think that every pirate on the high seas nor every Escobar-in-the-making is a good-at-heart victim of circumstance that might be town mayor if the reality of their economy was just a little different. I do think that people by nature would rather build than destroy, and that most would rather contribute to their world than live as a parasite on its skin. As much as our governments, our police, and (let’s face it) our wealthy corporate puppet-masters want us to believe these people are monsters, they are essentially poor people just hoping to have a life comparable to the one they see us living. Point at their guns and call them evil. But if you tell me that you’ve never compromised your principles to get more than you otherwise would have, I will look upon you with a skeptical eye. How far would you have to be pushed, how far into poverty would you have to slip, how many of your kids or parents or siblings would you watch starve or suffer before you were willing to go to work with a gun in your hand?

The War on Drugs is a failure, yet we continue to escalate that war. For 40 years we have thrown money and effort at the effects of a problem without trying hard enough to find the cause of the problem. We don’t have a problem because drugs exist, or because they’re easy to get, or because drug dealers are greedy. We have a problem because people want them, and making their acquisition illegal creates a dangerous trade environment. People aren’t going to stop wanting drugs. Know why? Because we’ve already agreed that sense-altering, potentially dangerous substances are fun and sexy. They’re called liquor and tobacco. You’ve seen the ads.

Here is an illustration of where the War on Drugs has gotten us. A week after Obama’s visit to Mexico, I listened to a report on NPR about a girl who was strip-searched at the direction of her middle-school assistant principle in an attempt to discover unauthorized substances. The event happened in 2003. The girl was 13. Let me repeat for emphasis that a 13-year-old girl was strip-searched at her school for drugs. What was the supposedly just cause? Another student was found with drugs and claimed to have gotten them from this girl. Now do you think it was justified? How about when I tell you the drug in question was nothing but one 400mg ibuprofen? This case went before the Supreme Court just days ago, with the school continuing to claim that this search was acceptable. After all, the school has a zero-tolerance policy on drugs.

On the other side of the world, what do we have to show for our military actions against Somalian pirates? We have one guy, one corporate employee (whose life was probably never truly in danger from those pirates) being hailed as a hero for reasons that I don’t buy. We have one teenage boy being brought to a circus trial in the United States for actions that, while wrong and misguided, I believe to be defensible. We have three young men, probably also teenagers, dead at the hands of American snipers because they took drastic action when no other acceptable action was available to them. We still have hundreds of sailors being held hostage by pirates, not harmed, and being treated well by most accounts. And we still have Somalia, ungoverned and unprotected, producing more lawless men as long as there is no law to help them.

The connecting thread of these two concerns is that we tend to apply heavy-handed and poorly-reasoned measures to problems that require finesse and consideration. President Obama seems to be making the mistakes of all those who went before him by acting on the symptom and not the sickness. A lot of us expect more from him than that. The key to combating the pirates is not to start the War on Pirates – that’s the Bush way. The key is to help the people of Somalia establish a legitimate government that protects the interests of the populace, and to help stop foreign interests from looting Somalia’s resources. If you do that, there is no longer any appeal in becoming a pirate. The “pirates” are just men who want money, and if able to earn a reasonable amount in a fair and legal way, are likely to do so. The same goes for drug dealers. Legalize drugs and you remove the violence of the trade. You stop putting people in jail and turning them into ex-cons upon release. You also improve economies by legalizing an industry that has operated unregulated and untaxed. Then, educate, as we have shown to be effective in controlling alcohol and tobacco use. Create a commercial industry and men will put down guns to pick up a suit and tie.

There was another war that we started just a couple of years before Nixon created the War on Drugs. It was called the War on Poverty. You don’t hear much about it. It’s hard to turn it into a sexy summer movie. But maybe if we had spent more time and effort on that one, both wars would be history.



When Faith Conflicts with the Religion of Politics, Humanity Prevails.

"A religion that takes no account of practical affairs and does not help to solve them is no religion." - Mahatma Gandhi

Dear Mahatma Gandhi:

I write to you today, because I feel you’re the only one who understands me when it comes to things like religion.

I like your Christ. I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ.”

Remember those words? You should. They’re yours and they will forever echo in my head. Sixty-one years after your death, I still hear them and they resonate with me deeply. They actually made my Facebook page. That’s a big deal in 2009, Gandhi.

But in all seriousness, your words moved me, because they represent the essence of my conflicted relationship, not with God, but with the company I have to keep during my long walk to the gates of Heaven, if I get there.

My experience is that the most evil, hypocritical beings I have ever encountered have been avid followers of Christ and they also tend to preach His word while molesting little boys and hating Gay people.

So unlike their Christ.

So unlike what I want to be part of.

When I came across those 17 little words, they provided me one of those ultimate comforts in life -that I wasn’t the only one in the world (even if you are already dead), who felt this way about religion.

Who would have thought that they would inspire me to consider becoming Mormon?

That’s right, Gandhi. I’m talking about the God-damn Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. They are showing me something special, and no, it’s not HBO’s Big Love and the chance of having multiple wives at once. It’s something more meaningful. From what I read recently in The Arizona Republic, they’re actually very much like their Christ, and if I am ever to join any church, it might be theirs.

Hold on, Gandhi. Before you blow up at me, I already know what you’re going to write back. “Rolando, blah, blah, blah… Mormons are synonymous with Republican, right-wing values and your Democratic left-wing views are going to get you literally beaten by the Book of Mormon.”

I’m not disagreeing with you. Bringham Young University history professor, Ignacio Garcia, doesn’t either.

What has happened among a good number of Latter-day Saints members is that they have been shaped by the Republican Party of the last 40 years, said Garcia. They gravitate to the Republican Party, and the party has become very anti-immigrant, culture-wars-oriented.

But what you might not know, Gandhi, is that in 2009, Mormons, like the ones from Mesa, AZ, are evolving; they’re shedding old skin; they are going against the grain – one of my favorite things to do in the world. All of this in the face of what influential Mormon Church leaders, like Arizona state senator Russell Pearce, R-Mesa, are oppositely pursuing.

How are they doing this?

Daniel Gonzalez of The Arizona Republic writes in a recent article:

The Mormon Church is one of the fastest-growing denominations in the country, and much of that growth is coming from an unlikely source: Latino immigrants. Latinos overwhelmingly are raised Catholic, but the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is aggressively reaching out to them by touting the religion’s heavy focus on family and community, pillars of the Mormon faith that are also at the center of Hispanic culture. As a result, Latinos are joining the Mormon Church at a greater rate than members of any ethnic group, even Anglos, church leaders say.

In fact, 70 percent of all Latino converts in the past 10 to 15 years are undocumented immigrants. What’s monumental about this is not so much that they are looking to expand their base with a fast growing “illegal” Latino population, but that when faith conflicts with the religion of politics, humanity prevails… and that’s the kind of thing I want to be part of, Gandhi.

A religion, whose followers are reportedly imbedded in the Republican Party, put their 13 Articles of Faith before it all, even if their religious beliefs clash with their political ones, because humanity in the form of embracing people and helping them with their unique challenges, had to come first.

Some Mormons who say the church teaches compassion are upset that fellow members, including Sen. Pearce, have spearheaded a crackdown on illegal immigrants, writes Gonzalez.

What impresses me is that their commitment is not just lip service either. According to Spanish congregation leader Pablo Felix:

At times, church members provide food, clothing, job referrals – even a chance to earn some money doing yard work or other odd jobs – when they learn immigrants have lost jobs due to the economic downturn or laws aimed at cracking down on the undocumented.

Of the 186 missionaries assigned to the Mesa mission, the largest in the state of Arizona, 52 are Spanish speakers.

Our job is to bring souls under Christ, said Felix. The Lord doesn’t look at documentation. He just looks at our faith as members.

Gandhi, maybe you were right when you said that “a nation’s soul resides in the hearts and soul of its people.”

Can we add “and not in its politics,” at the end of it?

I guess the old Chinese proverb is true. The broad-minded see the truth in different religions; the narrow-minded see only the differences.

Believing in God can either separate people through difference or bind them together in common truth. The truth in all who take part in religion is that we all believe in a God, regardless of their name. Yet, with Catholicism ever present in Hispanic communities across America, Mormons have chosen to see the embracement of God as a way to unite communities, illegal and legal, versus letting it further separate all of us, or not play a part in our coming together at all.

Or maybe they’re just speaking our language. I’m not talking about Spanish. I’m talking about family.

Miguel Chavez, an 18-year-old Mesa Community College student, told Gonzalez:

“My father died a few years ago in a job accident in Colima. They told me that families can be together forever, and we can see each other after this life. I really want to see my dad again.”

I want to see my dad again too, Gandhi.

You know, I’m starting to like these Christians.

Sincerely,

Rolando Rodriguez

Rolando Rodriguez writes for CATALINA, a magazine that breaks stereotypes of Hispanics in the media and entertainment. In addition, Rolando is a producer for Red Brown and Blue, a nationally-syndicated, Spanish-language radio program. He is also Managing Director of Public Relations, Government Relations & Community Based-Outreach at Interlex Communications, one of the nation’s only advertising firms dedicated to socially conscientious multicultural marketing.



CDC: ¿No Habla Español?

It’s 4:54 p.m. on a Friday and I’m still waiting for the Centers for Disease Control to call me back. I’m staring at a nearly empty margarita glass and glancing over at my phone 100 times a minute hoping they’ll call me and grant me the interview I requested almost eight hours ago.

Only a few sips left in the glass and the battery bar on my phone isn’t showing me much love and I’m waiting for the studio to kick me out as they have lives that involve happy hour.

Those who know me might be very confused by this scenario. You see, my day job is in PR. It’s usually me begging annoyed journalists to pay me attention, as well as devote overly positive, extremely biased coverage to my clients.

What they don’t know is that I’m also a producer for a nationally syndicated Spanish-language radio program, called Red Brown and Blue, which – if all goes well – will reach more than 3 million weekly listeners in 75 markets across the U.S.

You think that would be enough to get the CDC to jump all over an interview to educate the masses about what we should be doing amidst this pandemic, but it’s not. Adding to my frustration is the conversation Rudy Ruiz, the host of Red Brown and Blue, just had with the head of programming for GLR Networks, Jimmy Perez, who salivated upon hearing about our in-language programming on the swine flu and how it’s impacting Hispanics.

Why, you ask?

And I quote: “We’re seeing nothing – no campaign – from the CDC on this issue in Spanish,” Perez said.

Did I mention that every day, 29 million people tune into Perez’s stations throughout the US, Latin America and Europe?

Maybe it’s the alcohol but this isn’t making sense to me. Whether you’re a journalist or a PR pro, a fundamental pillar of Communications 101 is knowing your audience. And when it comes to disease control, this lesson could not be more critical or vital to do what the CDC was formed to do, control disease. Whether you’re one of those conservative nut jobs, like talk show host Michael Savage, who actually believes immigrants carried this disease into the country as an innovative form of terrorism, or just a rationale person who knows we should try to educate everyone and their mama about this thing, if new arrival Mexican immigrants are indeed ground zero for containment, why ignore them completely?

Adding insult to injury, this fool Savage is screaming the following into my ear:

“Make no mistake about it! Illegal aliens are carriers of the new strain of human swine avian flu from Mexico. Make no mistake about it! Our incompetence at the CDC will hide this from you. Make no mistake about it! This is a disaster.”

Wow, believe it or not, I actually might agree with the latter two points…unless my phone rings. If it doesn’t, I guess another margarita may be the only way for me and my Spanish-speaking audience to make it through the weekend.

Rolando Rodriguez writes for CATALINA, a magazine that breaks stereotypes of Hispanics in the media and entertainment. In addition, Rolando is a producer for Red Brown and Blue, a nationally-syndicated, Spanish-language radio program. He is also Managing Director of Public Relations, Government Relations & Community Based-Outreach at Interlex Communications, one of the nation’s only advertising firms dedicated to socially conscientious multicultural marketing.